Jesse James Talks About Loss of Sandra
“Sandy is the love of my life.”
As Sandra Bullock broke her silence and announced that she’s filed for divorce, Jesse James issued a statement of his own, saying that deciding to “let” Sandra end the marriage and carry on with the adoption of a baby boy, had been the hardest choice he’s had to make in his life.
Referring to the baby boy the couple had been adopting together, James said, “The love I have for Louis cannot be put to words. Not having him around to love and to hold has left a huge hole in my heart.
“Sandy is the love of my life, but considering the pain and devastation I have caused her, it would be selfish to not let her go. Right now it is time for me to beat this addiction that has taken two of the things I love the most in life.” James recently ended a 30-day residential treatment program for sex addiction.
His statement to People came as the magazine published Bullock’s first interview with the media since her marriage began unraveling earlier this year amid allegations of James’s serial cheating and possible Nazi leanings. In the interview, Bullock revealed that she and James had adopted a baby boy, Louis, and that she would be a single mother to him.
In his statement, James said, “I have always taken great pride in proving people wrong. That time has come once again to show that I am not what everyone says I am. I know in my heart that I can be the best father possible to my four children, and the mate Sandy deserves, and realize that this is an incredible mountain to climb…I ask that you please do not judge Sandy for the things I have done. She has done no wrong. She played no part in any of this. She has been an amazing wife, mother, and best friend, for the over 6 years we have been together.”
In the emotional interview with People, Bullock said of her imminent divorce, “I’m sad, and I am scared.” (YourTango)